and it's rather a big shock i suppose. it's as though when i've finally caught hold on something, that something has to be taken away again. the news was unsettling, but i guess after thinking about it for one entire day, maybe it might be better in the long run. if that's for my good, might as well.
but it still feels like a joke, when new relationships have just been built and i have to leave. it's like handing in a piece of assignment, knowing well enough that i didnt finish.
this is not the year of rat, it's the year of change. 08:55
