sometimes i think i learn more when im out of school. because things we learn in school, those academic stuff, they cant be directly applied or even applied in out daily lives. how to cope with what we have and are given each day. who in the right mind uses calculus in our normal lives?
one thing i feel is that school has not taught me enough to handle relationships with people well enough. it's too sheltered an environment, the people are too similar, and it actually gave me a false impression that i know the world out there. all crap talk i think. because in school, we have the same concerns and same experiences, but everything changes since the year started. we each lead very different lifestyles, engage in different activities, it becomes harder to understand each other's plight anymore. and we have to self teach ourselves how to cope with all these changes, and i find it tough frankly.
i believe in this, for every friendship relationship, unless you let go on your own accord, i dont think i'll ever let go. i dont know whether it's feasible or not, because sometimes how things happen to work out seems rather hurtful. all the changes and the different circumstances, for every question, there is no more definite answer.
but im not going to let my constant slip out of my life. never. 23:27
