i give thanks to the okay life now, plus the occasionally exciting moments that come along the way (:
and i think i have a cute cg. =D and im sure the ntu seniors will be super awed at how we pack the exam kits ns-style. and not to mention the talking-nonsense session at long john over dinner.
and i woke up with a red eye today ):
sometimes i wonder whether i am throwing away important things just because i say i dont like to fight. 08:49
12 April 2008
some overdue photos, the first one koped from tracee's place. =p
let's catch the ahfoo's syndrome. (:
the people at workk (:
rawr. and my art of procrastination rocks big time, really hoping to get my butt off the chair and start making the strawberry marshmallow cake.
oh yeah, it's saturday again, and that gave me a reason to smile.
somewhere along the way, some people stop smiling. i think i kind of understand why, but its hard to change their minds if they are bent on doing so. it's a tough road to overcome.
08:38
09 April 2008
i laughed aloud today reading this:
"we all know someone very special out there shares the same birthday as you (winkwink) which makes today even more joyful eh?"
ps. it's an inside joke. haha. (:
thankfully, i still use one BIG candle and 9 small ones. sometimes i really think i dont want to grow up so soon. it's always still good being a teenager. though today may be a rather quiet day, but good things dont have to be elaborate i suppose. it's always in the simple things that you actually see the sincere thoughts put into it.
i've received many phone calls and smses, every one of them brought a smile onto my face. and i really wish while your birthday wishes are sent, you are fine and great on the other end. (: and dad actually added a happy birthday plus a smiley face into his usual 4-word long sms when he came pick me up at work. haha he rocks man, bonus points for that smiley he smsed.
and i was really pleasantly surprised for that surprise cake at work today. i really didnt expect that considering i've been there for only 6 days. (:
and like many put it, the one who matters the most is, i still know He loves me. and thats enough because if you know me, i'm definitely not an easy person to love.
so double smiles ((: im nineteen. 23:20
08 April 2008
oh yeah in less than 2 hours' time, it will be a special day. but seriously, i think it's just going to be a normal day, just that you get more blessings from others than usual.
which leads me to think, why do we only give blessings to someone on his or her birthday? why not make everything a blessing day haha, well make them pleasant surprises, wont it be better? well then again, i guess im just being plain random as usual. wells.
and with randomness acting up, i have two ridiculous birthday wishes which cant come true anyway.
one, i wish there's no smokers around. really, it's just a dumb way to kill yourself, and what if you dont die, and people around you end up living shorter. how selfish.
two, i wish motorcyclists wont screech when they ride on their bikes, especially on a quiet night with an empty road. it's kind of disturbing.
oh yeah eighteen, going onto nineteen. 21:56
05 April 2008
im fighting the war of love.
it hurts, but i dont really want to stop.
but i definitely need the strength to continue.
[1 corinthians 13:4-7] 23:06
04 April 2008
i give thanks to God for my current job (: if He has not made the previous one unstable, i probably wont even consider my current one, and i would have missed out on all those excitement that im enjoying now.
and when i followed justin around to meet the clients today, it sure was an eye-opener. those passion for entrepreneurship that keeps these guys going, and the guts to dream big and try to make it possible. hmm it's a little like the story of David and Goliath i thought. and i give thanks to such a leader at work who shares his experiences so readily. (:
maybe it will be harder to fund expenses with this job, but it sure can fund my hunger to lead a fulfiling and interesting life. haha.
and if you read this, happy birthday tracee (: -beams- 21:40
03 April 2008
钢琴上黑键之间， 永远都夹着空白， 缺了一块，就不精彩 22:15
02 April 2008
the 4 things to update about:
met up with my new tertiary cg last night for a dinner, and i would say it's a rather interesting mix of people. would be too early to say anything about now, but i sure look forward to spending more time with those people. (:
and yesterday was my last day at recruit express being a temp payroll officer, last day of 'official' work before i go university i believe. i wont say people there are really friendly, but at least those few i worked closer with are a little better than the rest. and shawn, ck and kas even treated me for a lunch, as courtesy i suppose, but its still kind of them. so it's like a preview of what work might be for me in the future.
today i started my first day as an intern with point-star which is a very young company doing some online and designing stuff. things there seem fun and exciting, and i can foresee myself getting rid of the label of being a technology noob as i learn. a good mix of friendliness, casualness and the drive to get things done, all in the orange container garag3 in NUS. 38 emails in a day is legendary for me, and the record wont be kept for long i guess. but at least, the first day was really enjoyable (: and im thankful for that.
however im really not proud of the fact that im falling sick. ): 19:39
31 March 2008
new day of the week. new month soon.
i have no work today, and my job status is back to pending. (as uneasy as i may feel about this whole thing)
from this week onwards, no more yhope. no more ce2, jcca3'07, jcca3'08, jcca4.
this 1 year 3 months - life changing. yes, i will expect more life-changing moments in the future, but well the firsts will always have a special place in me. if i have no more space in my heart, i'll make sure i expand it.
i'll take good care of myself because i want to see you guys at the end of the race. i hope you do too.
let's catch the ahfoo's syndrome. (: 
the people at workk (: 
